well, id like to start with i saw a very very outstanding movie, an animation movie, pretty old one tho.
named....i don't know the English name, I'll just put it in Chinese, 龙猫, which is a gr8 gr8 movie. about 2 kids just moved to a small village,
neighboured with ... the big 龙猫.
but only those 2 kids could see that big cat, others cant, i guess the one with the pure heart could see that kind of creature.
those 2 kids are happy, care only about other people, selfless, cute.
and i found i do not have the purely heart no more, i don't really care about other people, thinking how could i earn more and make other people get less, suck my super and go along with annoying workmates, day by day.
have i lost humanity? or have all the people on the round blue thing lost humanity?
one happy movie, made me sad, because it reminded me that the pure things that i should keep are no longer there. instead of those, killing and battling are filled in my head.
may be i am too sensitive, may be
I'm a freak, but hey, ask yourself, do u still do one good deed everyday? do u care other strangers enough to cry with them when they r sad and to laugh with them when they r happy? do u still
believe ghosts and fairies? and do u still do the right thing that u believe when all the other people would influence
ur future say no?
i know i
don't anymore.